Roger Ebert’s Life Itself: A Memoir
November 12th, 2011I was probably 11 or 12 the first time I caught Sneak Previews on PBS, but I was hooked by sharp reviews and intelligent conversation … okay, no at 12, I was probably hooked by the snarky disagreements between Roger Ebert and Gene Siskel. I continued to watch as it became At the Movies and then Siskel & Ebert. As I matured, it was the intelligent and witty conversation and argument that kept me coming back to the show because I am not a movie fan. My memory seems to tells me that I agreed with Ebert more than Siskel, but that may simply be that Ebert seemed more like the everyday person who watched movies. But I know this, all the memories I do have of those shows are pleasant.
Those memories may also color my take on Roger’s Ebert’s Life Itself: A Memoir, but that’s true of any memoir one reads. As I read this memoir, however, those memories may have made things more concrete as the voice of Roger Ebert was in my head reading with me. The very richness of the voice that comes through Ebert’s writing is made poignant, of course, by his loss of a physical voice, but that loss seems to simply have intensified the strength and presence of the author in his work. That’s a very convoluted way of my saying that the loss of Ebert’s physical voice to his cancer has only made his writing voice more powerful and penetrating. And captivating.
Life Itself: A Memoir starts with Ebert’s childhood and takes up through his college years, his alcoholic years, his television critic years, and to the present. As he explores all of these memories, Ebert is very open and honest. I’d say brutally honest, but it becomes quite clear as one reads the book that Ebert has come to terms with himself–his flaws, his foibles, and his talents, and that removes much of the brutality. As he explores his relationships with his parents and family, we get a strong sense of the love he felt for his father and the love in his strained relationship with his mother in his adult years. Ebert explores his many deep friendships, and even some of his shallow ones. He examines as well what are perhaps the two more important relationships of his life–his friendship with Gene Siskel and, of course, his relationship with his wife Chaz. These two chapters are wonderfully touching, and just remembering them makes me tear up.
I learned things too about Ebert that I hadn’t known
. I didn’t know he had started out writing sports. I didn’t know that he had gone abroad as a student to Cape Town, South Africa. I didn’t realize he had been heading for a PhD in English before entering the world of newspapers. I had never realized much about this man, but one of things I learned from this book was just how witty and bright, and now wise, this person who entered my home once a week was.
I understand Ebert’s Pulitzer more after having read this memoir. The man can write–he puts words together wonderfully…poetically in spots. He has writing voice that many writers would die for (myself included), and while he may not be able to speak–this book speaks volumes for him and for us.
This was a wonderful book I don’t know that I can recommend it more.


